My Pain Is Hidden From This World

Days passed to months & now it became years
But I still cry in silent tears
Everything changed,everyone left
But I'm still there where I was before.

My lashes are always wet with a warm feeling
My cheeks are bright with crystal of tears
Hands pressed tightly towards my lips
I control myself from bursting out.

I'm lost somewhere,its impossible to come back
The unsaid words are piercing my heart
Deep within I'm still bleeding
There was no other option,so I left you conceding.

Stare at me you will find tears in my eyes
Observe me carefully I behave fakely
My smile is portrait so its always still
But my pain is hidden from this world.

Letting To Go Is Very Difficult

I remember that lovely day
When you smiled at me & said that you love me
I was never so keen to answer
But I couldn't run away from that true glancer.

Your one word could controll my bursting anger
Your once touch made my injuries heal faster
You were so delicate with a innocent heart
But what made you change & leave me apart?

Now my sleeps have no more dreams
Everytime nightmares comes & makes me scream
My love got shattered & life became aimless
The friendship that we shared too became worthless.

You asked me to leave you so I left
I can sacrifice anything for your happiness
I made myself strong to not disturb you
But the truth is that I cry every second for you..

Eternity Of Love

Love is a eternity,it never ends.We loose everything in love but the memories remains forever.The candle of hope gets extinguished in our heart.The world that we made for ourselves ends within minutes.We shed thousands of tears
but no one can hear the voice of it.Our heart breaks so loudly that it deafens this world.Sometimes god become so cruel to us.The truth remains unnoticed & the fake wins.There are times when we come together only to get separated.I think the almighty never know the pain of loosing love.If he ever had then he would never be sending love to the earth.

You stole my happy times & gave me echoed sorrows.Whenever I remember them it reflects me again & again.You shown me a moon which even appears on the dark eclipse days.You gave me a life which never ends even if I wish to.You made your love as my destiny & now I'm in search of it.You made my life a maze.All my journeys became worthless as I reach the same point from where I had began.You made me to loose myself & today my identity is hidden from me itself.

My life has become a pleasurable adventure now.Now my enthusiasm is to explore a new space.Where the tides in the ocean will wait for my feet to flow on.The fluffy clouds will come down to fly me to the moon.The beautiful sunset will wave me with tears.Ancient woodlands will surround my home.Trumpeters will sing the melodies of love.Flowers will blossom even in the autumn.Roses will have no more thorns & the cactus will give a softly touch.The light will show no shadow & the darkness will reveal my identity.

Everything will be changed except my love.It will remain the same forever & ever..

I am Afraid Of Love

I'm not afraid of the early mornings where I have to harm my sleep & obey the nature rules.
I'm not afraid of the sun whose rays fall on my skin,go beneath & cause burns.
I'm not afraid of this world where everything happens fakely.
I'm not afraid of the endurance that my life gives me.
I'm not afraid of the people who have a portrait smile & a scary heart.
I'm not afraid of the wild beast which comes on my way.
I'm not afraid of the dark eclipse where the moon is almost invicible.
I'm not afraid of my competitors even though they are invincible.
I'm not afraid of my future which is in the hands of the almighty.

I'm afraid of only one thing.I run away only from one truth;"Love"..
It comes to our life like a rainbow.We wait for it very eagerly.When it comes it fills our moment with great joy.We get shackled to it for a while.But in the next second in disappears.Only a beautiful dream remains & the reality vanishes.To see it for the next time we have to wait a longway..

Did You Really Mean That Goodbye?

When you left me I thought you were kidding
Everytime you did this so It was not a great thing
I waited all day long but you never came
Wasn't you joking?Did you really mean that goodbye?         

What mistake did I commit that you walked out?
living for you each second was all what I did
When you said that you need some shadow
I even din't mind to keep my hands on the sun.                             

Just remember those days when you were not well
I used to be awake whole night to make you sleep
You forget your medicines & get involved in works
But I always remembered it & never missed it even for a time.

Whenever you asked me something
I never said no instead I always did that thing
There are times when I hurted you
But each time I made you cry I got more closer to you.

So was this goodbye you gifted me?
For all my hearfelt love was this your reward?
If then its ok I'm not sad
Whatever you give me is precious to me..:)

Zindagi Ki Adhoori Dastaan

Kabhi lautkar na aanewaala ye pal

Dil mei doobe gehre yaadon ki aahat

Ki gayi galtiyon ki paschyatap

Sehne ko mushkil ho rahi tanhayi

Phir bhi,

Dil se muskurane ki tamanna rekhte huye

Ek haseen kal ki intezaar mei, mai nikal padi.

Lekin manzil, abhi bhi bahut door...

I Wish We Were Together Today

I wish we were together today
The moment would be cherished all the way
I could bring you anything you ask for
Keeping you happy is always my chore.

I wish you were in my arms
I would be holding you tight without any harms
I wish you were sleeping on my lap
Moving my fingers through your hairs would make me feel fab.

I wish you were near me
I could have done all your works like a bee
I could have brought a heaven for you
I could have made the moon greet you..

I can do anything for you..My life, My soul, My everything is just yours..For today & forever..I'm only yours..

One Day I Will Be Alive Again

There is someone dead inside me..A soul which was real.It was my identity, In fact it was me,"I lived in a palace of royal traditions where
everything was golden.I always laughed with my heart.The smile I used to give was not fake.My dreams were tender with a heart so sensitive.My mind was so pure where only thoughts of almighty lived.But suddenly one day my heartbeats got faster.The world seemed to be stopped.Everything around me appeared different.The season became fresh & the flowers blossomed again.Days became short & nights became long.I felt a feeling,very deep & special.There was a complete change in my life.I thought that some miracle had taken place.But no,the truth was that I had fallen in love with you..

I got addicted to this wonderland.Everything in our world was heavenly.Every moment gave a new life.Every mornings gave heart full of happiness.There was no second which made me sad.The land of our world was a part of heaven.You made your every promises here.All your gifts were opened here.All our love was
shared here.I could see nothing except your those lovely eyes.Each time you touched me I got lives for next seven births.You were different from this world.You were unique.
You loved me so much that I gave you my heart in return thinking that you are mine forever.But one fine morning when you walked out without any reason my heart broke into pieces.I had given it to you to keep it safe but you destroyed it.My life completely got finished.All my dreams got shattered.I could not just stand on my feet.After you left many changes took place.I really had a tough time.Life became horrible and even death ran away from me.Even my shadow waved a goodbye.I became completely alone.

Time healed everything, but only from outside.Deep inside there are still millions of tears bursting.There are many wounds still bleeding.Each beats of my heart still takes your name and every time I breath I can feel your fragrance.Now I am alive to this world but for me I'm still dead.I don't want to rise again
because once I come up then i will forget you.I will be so strong that your name will be erased from my life.

May be there is no another option.All that I can do is to throw you out of my life.To burn up your memories & tear your love out.Once I wake up then no one can stop me.I will bring this world to my feet.I will do it one day.I have to do it.One day, I will be alive again..

I Have Changed Completely

Its unbelievable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.Because it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now don't even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now don't even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love doesn't seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidentally.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realize my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you don't love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me because true love in life wont happen again & again..

Please Dont Ignore Me

As time passes the pain in me is increasing.It has now become unbearable.The reason is as white as milk.Its that you are ignoring me.That breaks my heart.Why you do like this to me?with great difficulty when I call you why are you not answering me?I trust you so much so I'm feeling that you are kidding with me.Is that true?Please reply me.What the great mistake i did that you are hating me like this?My heart has already broken.Now don't break even the broken pieces.Are you so cruel?Do you really enjoy my pain?

I'm dying here to hear your voice once.Just remember those days were we used to talk for hours together.Those moments that was heavenly.Remember those songs that you used to sing for me.No you cant.If you do then you'll break.You'll cry very badly.Because that much we had loved each other.Why are you breaking such a precious relationship?Do you think there is someone else who can love you more than me?If then go and search.You'll only give up & come back to me.Because god paired us & you cannot break us apart.

Every day I open your gifts again & again.I read all our letters thousands of times.I have been spending all my time in your thoughts.My days & nights are incomplete now.Everything in my life have changed now.I don't feel like I'm living.Just a breathless soul all weal,all alone.Please take out 1 minute for me and call me.I'll be happy & stop crying.Please,I beg you.At least now understand that You mean the world to me.You are my everything.You have the biggest position in my life.Only you can make me come out of this darkness.Please.help me.I really need you now.Please..

I Quit

I'm leaving this mean world forever
My existence will not disturb you ever
I was fascinated with you was my mistake
That is the reason why I'm in egony with a heartbreak.

I thought you were mine but I was wrong
I was never the one to whom you belong
I asked you for some true love
In return you made me a blooded dove.

Now I'm going to a world of silence
Where solitude makes the only sense
There people laugh when they are in pain
And always have a feeling of vain.

They greet themselves with gloomy faces
And adore their houses with scary vases
Their dresses are white with music in light
There day & night are same in sight.

Going to my eternal sleep so last goodbye
Pray for me atleast now as I'm going to die
My soul has no end it wil be alive
As your love from it can never be deprived.

God Paired Us

We were born miles apart
But were connected in god's love chart
We met one day without any reason
Thats why our love blossoms in every season.

I still remember that great day
when you said that love means gay
Then why did U leave me betrayed
Now I'm in the cliff of sorrow's glade.

Do you dare enough to challenge god?
To beat him down & make him gnawed.
Your attitude makes you feel tall
But remember pride goes before fall.

Breaking this relation will cost you
Pain & sorrow in your life will accrue
That day you will surely regret
But then time will make me to forget.

True love dosen't come & go
It will come only once & glow
If once the brightnes gets wane
We'll never get it again & again.

Writings of fate never go wrong
We have to be a part though it dosen't belong
Running away from the truth is impossible
We cannot stop it happen as its improbable.

Painfull Wishes

I want to talk to you but I'm afraid.I want to tell you many truths that how I feel when you are away.You never want to hear anything so I have to be silent.I have a fear of rejection as its very painful.You may think that I'm careless.But deep inside there is a lot of love waiting to come out.Its dying to get into your heart but always come back with bear less pain.what else can it do if you locked your heart in front of it.



I wish If I could go back to the past where we used to talk for hours together,where you used to cry when we depart from our meeting.Its unbelievable.How much you had loved me.Heavenly felt affection was the symbol of our love.But what made you change like this?Did I lack anything in my love?Don't walk as this world walks.Its fake.You cannot believe anything in it.Realize it now otherwise you may lose a person who is just living for you.



Any day if you feel to come back then surely do come.I'll love you even more and will care you whole life.I'll be the same and will never
change.I promise I will never ask anything about the past.We'll forget everything & start a new life.Sometimes I wonder if you feel so.But I know you'll never..

Never Give Up

Sometimes we loose the things which are very precious for us.It becomes impossible to get them back.So the only option left will be giving up.No.Never do that.Life is a game.Sometimes we loose,sometimes we win.Life is full of ups & downs.We need to overcome all the obstacles.We
need to be a warrior to our own life.


The most painful situation in life is not when we lose our love.Its when the person whom we love doesn't realize our love and walkout from our life.This makes us depressed completely.We lose faith in people,we start hating ourselves & we make our life a worthless journey.


But why?Just forget everything & think for a while.Isn't the person whom you love living happily?Isn't he enjoying his life?Is he crying for you?Is he thinking about you? Then why are you wasting your life for him.Its always difficult to think like this because true love will never have
a capacity to take revenge.Its honest and loyal.Only good deeds can be done in true love.But we should realize one think that once we give up then we are defeated in love.


"Don't love the one who doesn't love you instead,Love the one who loves you". Only then life becomes beautiful..

The Girl

There is a girl who is living in this world with a bleeding heart.She doesn't even know the reality of her birth.She is a worthless
soul for everyone.But she loved a person with all her hearts which was her only mistake.


She is a girl who keeps smiling even though she is crying deep inside.Her tears are hidden from this world.She brightens up the days of every person close to her.She makes everyone laugh though she never know what exactly happiness means.


Her life is unbelievable.She loves a person who hates her.She care for a person who hurt her.She pray for a person who curse her.She lives for a person who killed her alive.The world says she is mad.She came up even though thousands of obstacles surrounded her.She sacrificed everything for him but at last he just left her and walked out for ever..


She still has silent rays of hope.She know that one day he'll come back.All her desires will be fulfilled that day.Her life is a waiting now.
He'll come and she will smile one day..

I Will Never Forget You

The pain inside me is never going to vanish
It kills me each and every moment
You tore my heart apart
And now the shattered pieces are all left with me.


Still my soul waits for you
To touch you once,to feel your embrace
I'm fed up of loving you
But why my heart dont permit me to forget you?


What is so magical in you?
That I never felt from anyone else
Your smile brightens up my day
And when I feel your touch I swear I can fly.


Your love is completely fake
But still my heart indulge in loving you
All faults are in your way
But still I say that you are my way.


There are many things that you left pending
Many gifts that you forgot to open
Come one day for sure and see them all
Without you our love is incomplete.


I'm trying my best to erase you out
Unfortunately I end up with defeat
I think its impossible
I know that I can never forget you..

I wish I could Turn Back Time

I wish I could turn back time
If then I would go back to our happy days
The moments which were golden
The love which was heavenly..


Past is lost but future is here
I wish my past would be my future
Then I'll be happy whole life
Our love will be a joyful fairy tale.


I want to go back and correct my mistakes
I want all the moments back that we wasted
Past was bitter but you were with me
Future will be horrible as you are away from me.


Clustered words are piercing my heart
Its knocking my love & asking to stop it
But how can I do its not possible
In times of love its feels terrible.


I'm running away from the truth
I know I'l end up one day
Lost time never come back
So use it wise,its very precious..

Love Hurts

Thousands of promises you made in few hours.
But it took only few seconds for you to break it forever.
You soaked me in tears and went away
Was this your gift for my heartfelt love?


Now I need you but your not there
You left me alone with your painfull memories
My heart is dying to hear you once
My life is now having just no sense.


Thousands are there to change your mind
Remember they can never love you as i can
You never deserved the love that I gave you
That was my only mistake and I'll never do.


I couldnt distinguish b/w true & untrue
Even though everyone stopped me to do
Was it my mistake that I loved you?
Then I'm sorry I can never stop loving you.


You were born for me not me for you
B'coz I wasnt even there when you took birth
You say that I always disturbed you
Who actually started the love me or you?


I have been with you all the way long
Through good and bad,thick and thin
All your negatives were changed by me
Now you left the person who taught you to live.


Its easy to make someone hate you
But its very hard to make someone love you
Dont ever run away from true hearts
If then you are just fooling your own life..