Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts

Sunday, May 1, 2011

My Prince

One lonely night when I was gazing at the moon,Suddenly it radiated its light into my eyes.The beam was not ordinary it had a soothing effect of nectar.My lashes began a motion with a lovely cadence.A vision of a glimpse of something extraordinary waved brightly in the night sky.Hymns echoed from far away with blessings in tons.Rose petals fell on me which wiped away my destitute.By now I had lost my all strength.I inhaled deeply at once and closed my eyes to escape from this chaotic environment.

A wind blew fast from the last paradise.It whirled me up and took me away.I was wrapped by something very smooth.The touch made me feel as I'm inside some angel's feather.I intertwined my fingers with a mental anguish.Beats became faster thinking about the new boulevard.Somehow I managed to console myself and from within a ray of hope tickled me.
So I leaned back with a finite relief.

Suddenly my feet touched a flat surface.The cottony soft background left me completely.Mind was blank with no sense of thoughts.Breath became faster and my eyes opened slowly.The mystery was unbelievable.I became stuck and completely dumb.It was a wonderland with a freezing surrounding.My hairs shuffled completely through my face.At once I heard heavy footsteps nearer to me.I looked back with a feeling of fear.Fog got covered in between but it cleared soon.Now I could see something shining with seven colors.A aura bloomed with a emanation of royal scents.The presence reached closer and touched my body.I got evoked now and the chaos disappeared. Alas! That soul was my love.On that heavenly moment I met my prince for the first time.

He stared at me and smiled at once.Thousands of tears busted from our hearts.It rolled down through the cheeks with great delight.He came closer and pulled me towards his chest.There was a amazing innocence on his face.He held my neck from back of my hair and slightly kissed away the crystal of tears.My hands touched his shoulder with a eagerness of speech.My ears were striving to listen his pleasant voice.The hold became tighter and he sighed with nervousness.I nodded with a feeling of joyful expectation.His lips were moving with disguise.The eyebrows joined and the eyelids had a rhythmic flow.He took a long breath and finally decided to speech.In that solitude he uttered 'I Love You' with heartfelt affection.The moment was beyond imagination.I swear I never thought of such an experience.

From then my life changed completely.Now he have produced paths for me through which I walk.Every journey of my life is accompanied by him with lucky stars.Now my identity got revealed and life became meaningful.Things which were left incomplete before got completed.Now heart beats and I do breathe with love.He is my everything and will be forever.Let all the fortunes come in his way.Let all the comforts be at his feet.If ever he had to shed a tear let god roll it down from my eyes.

My one last wish will always be that let my soul depart from myself in his arms.I need to see those eyes when I breathe last.If then need not reach the almighty too.I Love You Soo Muchh:)

 

Monday, February 14, 2011

Eternity Of Love

Love is a eternity,it never ends.We loose everything in love but the memories remains forever.The candle of hope gets extinguished in our heart.The world that we made for ourselves ends within minutes.We shed thousands of tears
but no one can hear the voice of it.Our heart breaks so loudly that it deafens this world.Sometimes god become so cruel to us.The truth remains unnoticed & the fake wins.There are times when we come together only to get separated.I think the almighty never know the pain of loosing love.If he ever had then he would never be sending love to the earth.

You stole my happy times & gave me echoed sorrows.Whenever I remember them it reflects me again & again.You shown me a moon which even appears on the dark eclipse days.You gave me a life which never ends even if I wish to.You made your love as my destiny & now I'm in search of it.You made my life a maze.All my journeys became worthless as I reach the same point from where I had began.You made me to loose myself & today my identity is hidden from me itself.

My life has become a pleasurable adventure now.Now my enthusiasm is to explore a new space.Where the tides in the ocean will wait for my feet to flow on.The fluffy clouds will come down to fly me to the moon.The beautiful sunset will wave me with tears.Ancient woodlands will surround my home.Trumpeters will sing the melodies of love.Flowers will blossom even in the autumn.Roses will have no more thorns & the cactus will give a softly touch.The light will show no shadow & the darkness will reveal my identity.

Everything will be changed except my love.It will remain the same forever & ever..

Saturday, February 12, 2011

One Day I Will Be Alive Again

There is someone dead inside me..A soul which was real.It was my identity, In fact it was me,"I lived in a palace of royal traditions where
everything was golden.I always laughed with my heart.The smile I used to give was not fake.My dreams were tender with a heart so sensitive.My mind was so pure where only thoughts of almighty lived.But suddenly one day my heartbeats got faster.The world seemed to be stopped.Everything around me appeared different.The season became fresh & the flowers blossomed again.Days became short & nights became long.I felt a feeling,very deep & special.There was a complete change in my life.I thought that some miracle had taken place.But no,the truth was that I had fallen in love with you..


I got addicted to this wonderland.Everything in our world was heavenly.Every moment gave a new life.Every mornings gave heart full of happiness.There was no second which made me sad.The land of our world was a part of heaven.You made your every promises here.All your gifts were opened here.All our love was
shared here.I could see nothing except your those lovely eyes.Each time you touched me I got lives for next seven births.You were different from this world.You were unique.

You loved me so much that I gave you my heart in return thinking that you are mine forever.But one fine morning when you walked out without any reason my heart broke into pieces.I had given it to you to keep it safe but you destroyed it.My life completely got finished.All my dreams got shattered.I could not just stand on my feet.After you left many changes took place.I really had a tough time.Life became horrible and even death ran away from me.Even my shadow waved a goodbye.I became completely alone.

Time healed everything, but only from outside.Deep inside there are still millions of tears bursting.There are many wounds still bleeding.Each beats of my heart still takes your name and every time I breath I can feel your fragrance.Now I am alive to this world but for me I'm still dead.I don't want to rise again
because once I come up then i will forget you.I will be so strong that your name will be erased from my life.


May be there is no another option.All that I can do is to throw you out of my life.To burn up your memories & tear your love out.Once I wake up then no one can stop me.I will bring this world to my feet.I will do it one day.I have to do it.One day, I will be alive again..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I Have Changed Completely

Its unbelievable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.Because it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now don't even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now don't even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love doesn't seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidentally.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realize my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you don't love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me because true love in life wont happen again & again..

Friday, December 17, 2010

Please Dont Ignore Me

As time passes the pain in me is increasing.It has now become unbearable.The reason is as white as milk.Its that you are ignoring me.That breaks my heart.Why you do like this to me?with great difficulty when I call you why are you not answering me?I trust you so much so I'm feeling that you are kidding with me.Is that true?Please reply me.What the great mistake i did that you are hating me like this?My heart has already broken.Now don't break even the broken pieces.Are you so cruel?Do you really enjoy my pain?

I'm dying here to hear your voice once.Just remember those days were we used to talk for hours together.Those moments that was heavenly.Remember those songs that you used to sing for me.No you cant.If you do then you'll break.You'll cry very badly.Because that much we had loved each other.Why are you breaking such a precious relationship?Do you think there is someone else who can love you more than me?If then go and search.You'll only give up & come back to me.Because god paired us & you cannot break us apart.

Every day I open your gifts again & again.I read all our letters thousands of times.I have been spending all my time in your thoughts.My days & nights are incomplete now.Everything in my life have changed now.I don't feel like I'm living.Just a breathless soul all weal,all alone.Please take out 1 minute for me and call me.I'll be happy & stop crying.Please,I beg you.At least now understand that You mean the world to me.You are my everything.You have the biggest position in my life.Only you can make me come out of this darkness.Please.help me.I really need you now.Please..

Painfull Wishes

I want to talk to you but I'm afraid.I want to tell you many truths that how I feel when you are away.You never want to hear anything so I have to be silent.I have a fear of rejection as its very painful.You may think that I'm careless.But deep inside there is a lot of love waiting to come out.Its dying to get into your heart but always come back with bear less pain.what else can it do if you locked your heart in front of it.



I wish If I could go back to the past where we used to talk for hours together,where you used to cry when we depart from our meeting.Its unbelievable.How much you had loved me.Heavenly felt affection was the symbol of our love.But what made you change like this?Did I lack anything in my love?Don't walk as this world walks.Its fake.You cannot believe anything in it.Realize it now otherwise you may lose a person who is just living for you.



Any day if you feel to come back then surely do come.I'll love you even more and will care you whole life.I'll be the same and will never
change.I promise I will never ask anything about the past.We'll forget everything & start a new life.Sometimes I wonder if you feel so.But I know you'll never..

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Never Give Up


Sometimes we loose the things which are very precious for us.It becomes impossible to get them back.So the only option left will be giving up.No.Never do that.Life is a game.Sometimes we loose,sometimes we win.Life is full of ups & downs.We need to overcome all the obstacles.We
need to be a warrior to our own life.



The most painful situation in life is not when we lose our love.Its when the person whom we love doesn't realize our love and walkout from our life.This makes us depressed completely.We lose faith in people,we start hating ourselves & we make our life a worthless journey.


But why?Just forget everything & think for a while.Isn't the person whom you love living happily?Isn't he enjoying his life?Is he crying for you?Is he thinking about you? Then why are you wasting your life for him.Its always difficult to think like this because true love will never have
a capacity to take revenge.Its honest and loyal.Only good deeds can be done in true love.But we should realize one think that once we give up then we are defeated in love.



"Don't love the one who doesn't love you instead,Love the one who loves you". Only then life becomes beautiful..

The Girl

There is a girl who is living in this world with a bleeding heart.She doesn't even know the reality of her birth.She is a worthless
soul for everyone.But she loved a person with all her hearts which was her only mistake.



She is a girl who keeps smiling even though she is crying deep inside.Her tears are hidden from this world.She brightens up the days of every person close to her.She makes everyone laugh though she never know what exactly happiness means.


Her life is unbelievable.She loves a person who hates her.She care for a person who hurt her.She pray for a person who curse her.She lives for a person who killed her alive.The world says she is mad.She came up even though thousands of obstacles surrounded her.She sacrificed everything for him but at last he just left her and walked out for ever..


She still has silent rays of hope.She know that one day he'll come back.All her desires will be fulfilled that day.Her life is a waiting now.
He'll come and she will smile one day..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Our First Kiss

The world stopped turning.The space became empty.Flow of water stopped & oceans became still.The flames of volcanoes became cool.There was a complete change in the universe.A silence has gracefully fallen between two lovers.On that day two souls got united forever..


Here comes the moment of love.The wrapped fingers slowly began to separate.My eyeballs stuck as I looked those small eyes.You smiled half to me and got up in  a choatic feeling.Your fingers shivered but still managed to hold me.The touch made me melt.It had a soothing effect.The hold became tighter second by second & I was feeling vulnerable.Your legs slowly touched mine & my hands moved through the hairs on your chest.By this time you had wrapped me  completely in your arms.There was a complete sense of romance.I started loosing my control.You stared me at once & I couldn't look into your eyes.With shyness I bent my head down.


Your arms moved around my waist.You held it tight and I was just lost in your arms.The fingers played a deep romance and I felt a feeling
of honey flowing through my body.You came closer & now there is a complete feeling of love.Our hearts were beating faster,breath was completely
held on,the moment was just beyond description.I pressed myself towards you.There was no patience left anymore.Your nose touched mine,your lips were a inch away from mine.I closed my eyes & was eager for the touch.The hymns echoed from heaven & now there was a clear signal for our love from the almighty.



After sometime I opened my eyes.Don't just ask the feeling.It was heavenly!I cannot describe it as I was Speechless.All our love had come for a while on our lips.Our desire got fulfilled.Yes! We kissed for the first time.The moment was so powerful that I was thrown into the clouds and was flying in the last world.The moment of kiss was something magical.I had lived my whole life in it & for sure it gave my love a immortal realm.


As the lips parted I could feel something painful.My soul was crying and my eyes were filled with thousands of tears.I opened them and for a while
I was blank.At last the world had come back to the real state and now I realized that I had forgotten to breathe.Oh! you are magical.Your love
is something incredible.My love for you has increased in tons.I'll be with you forever and ever.I love you so much now:-)



The moment is treasured in my heart forever.The time when your lips were on mine will be preserved in the world of our love forever.Our first kiss,the symbol of our everlasting love..

Thursday, December 2, 2010

You Are Fake

You were true to me in the beginning,but now you are just cheating me.In fact,being loyal to our relationship wasn't real.It was fake.You were just acting.Each day you create a new story to prove that you were always right in your life.You always hidden your mistakes by your lies.You always been the one who takes decisions.I never used to disagree you as I  used to think that you are doing for our good.But it was my foolishness.You were just making some reasons to enjoy your life.


Psychological man's attitude often occurs that they are never satisfied with one women.But I never thought that even you were included in this.I know mistake is mine.I given you a priority in my life even after knowing that  I was only a option of yours.You made me to fall in love with you just to hurt me,just to spoil my life.You raised me up so well that I had reached the top of happiness.But when I could really feel it you dropped me down.


From now you better keep counting each day.Because your happy times are at the end.Your life is going to change.You are unknown of it as Life is Uncertain.You cannot predict anything.You still have time.Admit your mistakes,apologize and be committed to me.I promise I'll love you like anything.I'll be there when ever you need me.According to you the time you are in is enjoyment.But the truth is that its spoiling you as well as your life.So its wiser to come back to me.Be quick because tomorrow is never promised.It may be late when you reach and you may never be able to experience my true, innocent love..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

You Can Leave Me

My heart is not a play toy,that you can do anything with it.There is a limit for everything.You came into my life just to make everything unfair.You destroyed
my happiness.You took away all my Golden Times.You made me hate by everyone.Now even you want to walkout of my life.Its OK.You can leave.I'm not going to
stop you.I have shed oceans of tears for you.I have begged you when you left me before.But now don't expect me to do so.If you want to leave me then you can..

But remember by going away from me you just lost the best thing that you ever got in your life.
You may think that I'll forget you after sometime.I'll stop loving you.But never.How can I forget the person who taught me to love.How can I forget the love that you had given me.


There was a time when you used to cry with me when I'm in pain.You always been there when I needed you.But time changed everything.I just lost you completely.You have made a place for only you in my heart.No one could ever do that.So congratulations!


Always remember that I'm only yours.Whenever you are in trouble,when you are stressed,just close your eyes and realize the truth that you always have
someone to lean upon.When ever you are in pain dont hesitate,just give me a call.I'l always be there for you.You don't need to ask god for everything
there is someone who is always praying for your happiness.



At last when everything gets fine.After living all your life.Just sit down calmly.Relax and think about our happy moments for few seconds.Think about our past loving days and at least now realize that how much I had loved you..